Fatigue

It's 2.15am now. I've been planning to sleep early (as in sleep before midnight) for the past few days but i always end up sleeping at 2ish.... student life aye?! assignments to do, projects to kick start at this stage and lots of readings to be done...

I can feel that my body clock starts to change.... changing me back into a nocturnal person. ^___^ ah, i must admit that i find that studying in the middle of the night is way nicer... feels like the night is longer and there's hardly any distraction as well. BUT, the weather is turning cooler nowadays.... i just feel like sleeping.... oh well, guess there's always an excuse to be lazy.

hmm.... can someone please help me with my construction project management project? how long does the whole process of building a simple one storey office building take?? my mind has been spinning hard for the past few days thinking about this project. argh... now i wish i'm a structural engineer.... >.<>.<

Laziness

Laziness is killing me. I'm feeling so lazy... probably too much things in my mind now?

Ah...

Easter

Easter weekend has just started. Well, it’s a one-week holiday break for me because my lecture on next Tuesday has been cancelled and I do not have lectures on Wednesday. Yippee!

I don’t think it will be much of a holiday for me because I have to start doing some serious readings and studying. I just found out that most of the syllabuses that I’m learning now are pretty relevant to what the local Civil Engineering graduates did in their undergraduate degree which is somewhat different from what I was taught in Christchurch. Anyway, I borrowed a few reference books and I think it will in some ways help me. =)

Speaking about my varsity life, it’s pretty relaxing in a way that I do not have lectures for half of the week. I only have 12 hours of lectures a week but I do have a lot of extra reading and assignments to do on a weekly basis. Not too much of a mission for me but again, I have given myself a relatively high target to achieve this time which makes it tougher and giving myself unnecessary stress I assume?

Apart from the 12 hours lectures, I have two free weekdays in a week, Wednesday and Friday. I promised my employer that I will go back to work on these two days IF they need me there. So, for the past few weeks, I have been working on a casual basis but I’m really disappointed to find out that I will not get paid this month, they said that all casual staff are paid one month in arrears. >.<

Ah well, life is like that when you are not working anymore and you don’t get student allowance. Sometimes I wonder whether if I have made the right step, probably because people around me are not very supportive and therefore making me very confused.

Ahh….