Lonely Me...

i'm lonely, very lonely. just don't know why. i normally dun turn on any music when i'm home and NEVER when i'm studying. but i did it today! omg...wat's wrong with me? i feel lonely. bro just started working a few days ago, he got an "odd" shift, which starts around 4pm and ends around 12 midnite. yeah! exactly... that's the time when i'm at home and still wide awake. during school days, i normally go to bed by 12 midnite, and effectively making me home alone all the time. >< sad ...
does anyone like to be alone? i actually like to be alone when i've got something to keep me occupied, or when i'm really busy and need time to be alone. but not now... i finished one of my homework planned to do this weekend in uni this morning, and i planned to finish up my 2nd homework tonight. Looks like it's not gonna work..! coz err.. i totally lost my mood. :(
just called parents. they said they gonna consider selling this house because they won't like me to stay in this house alone when my brother's going to Auckland this June. They scared that i'll be lonely and the house maintenance would be another extra burden for me. They want me to think properly whether if i wanna move out. Well, honestly, i have no idea. should i move out? i like privacy when i'm studying... but when i'm bored, i like to be among my friends. So what should i do? sigh... will i go crazy when i'm lonely? i'm just in the 'temperory loneliness" situation now.... what if i'm gonna face a "total loneliness" later? could i adapt it? i dunno... *confused*

Sleepy Head

whew... i've got one more lecture to go before i could go home and take a nap. i'm so bloody tired and i wonder why i need to sleep a lot these days. i used to get insufficient sleeping time and yet still stay awake throughout lectures in high school. but i cant now. wat's wrong aye?! issit becoz i'm getting old by every second? haha.. sometimes how i wish i could just not sleep at all and spend all my time doing stuff that i want or need to do. (want as in watching korean drama all day long.. or probably just shop around... ; whereas need means stuff like a typical student has to spend time doing, eg. doing homework, revision and read some other helpful materials) looks like this is not gonna happen to me. i'm just too lazy and slack too much sometimes.

having econ lecture in half an hour time. but i'll have to be outside the lecture theatre 10 minutes before the lecture starts because the lecture hall is too small to fit so many students that want to attend the morning session of this course. Speaking about courses, this year timetable is comparatively better in a way that i don't have a lot of lectures per semester. this mean that i should have more spare time to do what i NEED and WANT to do. haha..but it's not the case at the moment. i still dunno where i spent my extra time doing. well, honestly, i did manage to spend some time doing revision and i still manage to get my work done on time. but i still think that i need MORE time... does this happen to everyone? or issit only me?

anyway, i hafta go now. class starts in 25 minutes but before that i have to go to the cafe and grab my breakfast. :P schedule for the day:
11am - 12noon === nap
12noon - 1pm ==== wash car
1pm - 2pm ====== lunch time
2pm - 4pm ====== traffic revision and econ tut + revision
4pm - 5pm ====== watch my hk drama that i missed out last nite.. :P
5pm - 6pm ====== prepare dinner
6pm - 7pm ====== watch my horoscope programme.. hehe!
7pm - 9pm ====== marketing revision
9pm - 10pm ===== watch my hk drama.
10pm onwards.... dunno yet.. probably sleep early. :P

tat's it la! :P

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I finally “settled down”… as in I finally made up my decision on what papers to take this year. I’m just going to drop Solid Waste Management for Hydraulics Engineering paper this semester and I think everything will be cool in second semester. At first, I was thinking of taking Accountings in this first semester as well as I think it’s pretty straightforward compared to Marketing (that I’ve already enrolled in). but since, Accountings does not fit well into my exam timetable, I’ll just have to say “NO”. I’m still not sure whether if I could excel in all these papers but I’ll just have to try my best. Started some serious studying (or revision) yesterday and I’m making sure that I could keep up this study mood for the rest of the year.

Anyway, today is clubs’ day in varsity. I joined 4 clubs this year, and I’m pretty excited about it as well. As usual, I joined CMSA and UCSSS. And guess what? I finally join “UCanDance” this year. This is the club that I always wanted to join ever since my first year in university. Can’t believe that I join this club after three years wondering around in Uni, anyway, I hope that I could really learn something there. Also, I joined yoga club just to have some proper yoga treatment and I really do feel good after yoga. I strongly recommend all of you guys out there to do yoga. It’s good for you, physically and mentally. Trust me!