dooms day...

sigh.... just had my 3rd paper.. MATHS! hmm... i'm very interested in mathematics, and it's the only paper that i'm very confident that i can scored good grades. damn! everything is over liao.. i cant do anything to it already. i screwed up my best paper. how about the rest? cant think of anything now.. very very sad... :(

The Duty Fulfiller

haha! serious title rite? yeah man! I had this personality test last nite. it's quite accurate aye! have a go if you want. it's the similar minds!

I am a ISTJ person.. ISTJ means Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging.. this is what they said bout me! ^^

As an ISTJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things rationally and logically.

ISTJs are quiet and reserved individuals who are interested in security and peaceful living. They have a strongly-felt internal sense of duty, which lends them a serious air and the motivation to follow through on tasks. Organized and methodical in their approach, they can generally succeed at any task which they undertake.

ISTJs are very loyal, faithful, and dependable. They place great importance on honesty and integrity. They are "good citizens" who can be depended on to do the right thing for their families and communities. While they generally take things very seriously, they also usually have an offbeat sense of humor and can be a lot of fun - especially at family or work-related gatherings.

ISTJs tend to believe in laws and traditions, and expect the same from others. They're not comfortable with breaking laws or going against the rules. If they are able to see a good reason for stepping outside of the established mode of doing things, the ISTJ will support that effort. However, ISTJs more often tend to believe that things should be done according to procedures and plans. If an ISTJ has not developed their Intuitive side sufficiently, they may become overly obsessed with structure, and insist on doing everything "by the book".

The ISTJ is extremely dependable on following through with things which he or she has promised. For this reason, they sometimes get more and more work piled on them. Because the ISTJ has such a strong sense of duty, they may have a difficult time saying "no" when they are given more work than they can reasonably handle. For this reason, the ISTJ often works long hours, and may be unwittingly taken advantage of.

The ISTJ will work for long periods of time and put tremendous amounts of energy into doing any task which they see as important to fulfilling a goal. However, they will resist putting energy into things which don't make sense to them, or for which they can't see a practical application. They prefer to work alone, but work well in teams when the situation demands it. They like to be accountable for their actions, and enjoy being in positions of authority. The ISTJ has little use for theory or abstract thinking, unless the practical application is clear.

ISTJs have tremendous respect for facts. They hold a tremendous store of facts within themselves, which they have gathered through their Sensing preference. They may have difficulty understanding a theory or idea which is different from their own perspective. However, if they are shown the importance or relevance of the idea to someone who they respect or care about, the idea becomes a fact, which the ISTJ will internalize and support. Once the ISTJ supports a cause or idea, he or she will stop at no lengths to ensure that they are doing their duty of giving support where support is needed.

The ISTJ is not naturally in tune with their own feelings and the feelings of others. They may have difficulty picking up on emotional needs immediately, as they are presented. Being perfectionists themselves, they have a tendency to take other people's efforts for granted, like they take their own efforts for granted. They need to remember to pat people on the back once in a while.

ISTJs are likely to be uncomfortable expressing affection and emotion to others. However, their strong sense of duty and the ability to see what needs to be done in any situation usually allows them to overcome their natural reservations, and they are usually quite supporting and caring individuals with the people that they love. Once the ISTJ realizes the emotional needs of those who are close to them, they put forth effort to meet those needs.

The ISTJ is extremely faithful and loyal. Traditional and family-minded, they will put forth great amounts of effort at making their homes and families running smoothly. They are responsible parents, taking their parenting roles seriously. They are usually good and generous providers to their families. They care deeply about those close to them, although they usually are not comfortable with expressing their love. The ISTJ is likely to express their affection through actions, rather than through words.

ISTJs have an excellent ability to take any task and define it, organize it, plan it, and implement it through to completion. They are very hard workers, who do not allow obstacles to get in the way of performing their duties. They do not usually give themselves enough credit for their achievements, seeing their accomplishments simply as the natural fulfillment of their obligations.

ISTJs usually have a great sense of space and function, and artistic appreciation. Their homes are likely to be tastefully furnished and immaculately maintained. They are acutely aware of their senses, and want to be in surroundings which fit their need for structure, order, and beauty.

Under stress, ISTJs may fall into "catastrophe mode", where they see nothing but all of the possibilities of what could go wrong. They will berate themselves for things which they should have done differently, or duties which they failed to perform. They will lose their ability to see things calmly and reasonably, and will depress themselves with their visions of doom.

In general, the ISTJ has a tremendous amount of potential. Capable, logical, reasonable, and effective individuals with a deeply driven desire to promote security and peaceful living, the ISTJ has what it takes to be highly effective at achieving their chosen goals - whatever they may be.

Jungian functional preference ordering:

Dominant: Introverted Sensing
Auxiliary: Extraverted Thinking
Tertiary: Introverted Feeling
Inferior: Extraverted Intuition

3 more hours!!!

yeah...i'll sit for my 2nd paper "STRUCTURAL MECHANICS 2" three hours later!!! am i nervous? eeerrr.. not really... am i well prepared? errr.. no one is ever well prepared for exams! hahha... but i'm really hungry now. brain not functioning properly coz i'm starving. when i'm hungry, i'm weak and sleepy. hehe! just like a pig! ooo.. later show u two cute piggiesss found by tomato. hehe..thanks ya! i need more and more and more cute piggies so tat i could post them up.
hmm... again, i hate waiting for that moment to arrive. cant wait to finish my exams! praying to pass again. *hungry*... my stomach is making noise now. but i just sent my nuggies into the oven, wont be ready for another 30 mins. gosh! looks like i hafta do something in the meantime.

crying piggy..><

TOOOMAAATTTOOOO!!!!

hehe..tis is wat i found. cute leh.. hehe...

男人最常用的分手爛藉口!

I found this list when surfing around the net.. haha! quite true aye!

1.忙！ (最簡單的說法)
2.有壓力 (不負責任)
3.為你好，所以... (嫁禍于人)
4.我心裡有陰影.... (最爛的藉口)
5.我希望你快樂就好.... (扮偉大)
6.我覺得我們彼此都得到收穫就好了.... (洽談生意啊﹗)
7.是妳把我推開的
8.是妳自己還沒確定 (是他確定了離開)
9.我們個性不和 ﹝最常聽到的理由﹞
10.這陣子比較忙 (因為一腳踏兩船)
11.給彼此一個空間
12.外面的世界還很大, 給你機會去尋找適合你的人
13.覺得我配不上你 ﹝苦肉計的分手法！﹞
14.我們沒有未來，我不能這樣擔誤妳！
15.我喜歡的其實是─男人。
16.下一個男人會更好，我祝福你
17.結婚我們必須和我父母住一起，既然妳不願意，我.....
18.你是最好的情人，不是最好的終身伴侶
19.我一無所有，不能給你幸福
20.我怕妳永遠不會是我的
21.我只是把你當她的替代品，我其實不愛你
22.妳讓我有太多的挫折感了
23.我們兩個的環境背景差太多
24.我欠你太多了，不能用我的愛再當妳的負擔
25.跟我在一起你只有傷害，去找一個不會傷害你的人
26.不想你跟我一起吃苦...
27.我不再對妳有任何感覺了
28.我已經膩了
29.我發現比妳更適合我的女人......
30.不過玩玩罷了
31.我的初戀情人回來找我，我還是忘不了她....

So, wat do ya think? haha.. guys..oh guys...hafta think of new excuses liao!!! hahha.. update pls.. *wink*

i feel so tiny..

i feel so tiny... been looking around other ppl's blog n also friendster.... shit, why are they so many geniuses around? i feel so tiny n useless. >< it's so wrong to haf such feeling at this time. it's EXAM period! i shud feel damn motivated, and proud of myself. but err.. now i feel exactly opposite. hmm.. how?
anyway, i've been updating my blog recently. added some animated gifs. spent like so much time to add them on. i've still got more stuff to add... wait patiently ya.
now i'm sleepy. >< damn it... sleepy... i just studied 50% of tomolo's exam. darn... dooms day arriving soon.

6 to go...

yeah.. i've got 6 more papers to go... cool stuff! just finished my first paper. wasn't THAT bad la.. i think i can pass coz errr.. there's about 50% of the questions i din answer correctly.. hehe!!! well,
50% of 60% total course = 30%
the rest of the 40% total course, i've got 34%
so.. adding these two up.. i'll get 64%.!!! hahah.. tat should be a pass! ^^
tat's only wat i'm aiming for.. who cares.. it's a low weight course.. hehehe
anyway, i'm gonna take a nap now... and start my revision for structural exam, which will be on thursday.. hehe... catcha later! ^^

pre-exam mood

hi hi!!!! tis is actually my 2nd time writing the same old shit here.. haha!! coz err.. i just dunno why it all suddenly disappeared.. just liddat! haha.. hope that my exam "nervous" mode will suddenly disappeared also.. woo hoo!! then i'll be great! ^^ 2.5 hours to go.. first final coming up.. a bit excited as i wanna finish my exams ASAP!! dun care about wat the final outcome would be. just hope everything is cool and everyone's happy.. hahaha!!! i've had a thought about how to get rid of my old pre-exam 'nervous' mode... just sing and sing and sing!!! hahaha.... or i'll pray and pray and pray if i'm not allowed to sing during exam.. (duh..of coz i'm not allowed to sing in the exam hall.. the ppl will kill me if i sing) haha.... anyway, catcha later after exam.. GOOD LUCK to everyone and of coz MYSELF! ^^ GOD BLESS..

updates of piggie's life

been almost one month i think since i last posted something here. oh gosh.. there's a lot of stuff happened in this past month. in short, it was a busy, challenging month. i'm very glad that i've gone through it. ^^
well, where to start.. hmm... oh yeah, my last post was about my oral test. hmm.. i sat for the oral test as scheduled and i failed! haha... recalling that oral test moment.. i went into the room with my nervous level at maximum. and as expected, i failed. i was really really sad and cried after tat.. (of coz not in front of the lecturer la.. me want face one.. ) hehe.. the best part was i cried in front of my boy boy.. hehe.. and he consoled me like a baby.. hehehe. happy happy.. made me wanna cry longer coz i wanna be a baby. ^^ well, after tat, i resit the test. and i made it through with quite satisfying results. woo hooo!!!! ^^ i'm not THAT stupid after all, just that the bloody lecturer made me gan cheong and i was the first to sit for the test. well, the ppl after me should thank me coz i "pulled down" the lecturer's requirement towards us.. (muahahhaha.. i complain n blame the lecturer after everything is over)
oh yeah.. i should say that the oral test is a turning point for me. i just dunno y after that oral test, i feel so motivated and strive to work hard in everything. hmm.. that's good rite? hope i'll be liddat alwez la.
it's the last day of MY study leave today. i'll be sitting for my first final paper tomolo, i.e. geomechanics. hope everything runs smoothly. speaking about my study week, it was quite a good one. i just dunno what happened to me again. this is my very first time that i could study so effectively. probably i just think that i studied tat subject and at the end i will realise i know nth?? hahah.. who cares?! no one has high expectation on me, i'll just try my best and leave everything to God.
hmm... approximately three more weeks i'll be heading up to Auckland for my summer practical work. i'm so lucky and once again have to thank God for giving me a chance to find a job here. some more so near my boy boy.. hehe!!! i din actually think that i can get a job initially.. and i nvr thought i could get one in Auckland. although i still prefer working in Christchurch, coz no where is better than staying at your own house and being around a familiar environment, but i'm glad i get to be around my bf during the 3 months summer holiday. hehe.. frankly, i wasn't worrying about getting a job this summer actually, coz i can alwez go back to Msia and "stick" to my beloved daddy.. hehe!! the ONLY thing i was worried about was WHERE TO CELEBRATE MY 21ST BIRTHDAY!! hahahhaah... silly hor.. nvm. i'm known as a silly piggie. hehe..cute me...
21st birthday is a very grand thing... err.. where should i celebrate? i wanna celebrate with my sisters (most of them in Msia) and i wanna celebrate with my parents (they will be in Msia) and my brother (in Christchurch) and of coz my boy boy (in Auckland).. haha.. now i'll be in Auckland for sure on my birthday.. what about my brother and my parents & my sisters.. hmm... i think i can "make" my brother to fly up to Auckland.. what about mummy daddy and my bunch of sisters?! sigh... still thinking... oh yeah, and i hafta think how to celebrate.. err.. party? dunno aye.. i hate to do cleaning up after that... but i NVR had a birthday party before. hmm... *thinking*
okie dokie... here's a short prayer for exams...(exam period now..i should think about exam first) ^^

Lord God, you face the difficulties of your life,

with calmness and strength,

help me to approach my exams,

with steady nerves and a clear mind,

keep my memory sure and my understanding sharp,

help me to remember others,

who may be more in need than myself.

cheers!