sick ~.~

I’m sick… I’m sick… I’m sick…

I can’t concentrate…. I’ve got piled up work to do and my brain is giving a hard time. Argh… eyes are closing, body is aching…. Should I go home soon? Hmm… let’s see what I can still manage to do… finish up the crash analysis data for Michelle, get Nigel to help me record traffic conditions, and WHAT!? I got soooooo many stuff to do. Just took another two panadol… oh well, it’s just a wrong time to be sick. I’m supposed to go North Shore to do a site audit, hmm… looks like it cant be achieved now… I can’t drive. I don’t think I can. I almost fell down while holding the rail in the bus this morning. ><

Will blog later when I have energy + time + mood….

bye bye rat... i'm a pig!!!!

Was chatting with mum last night and guess what…. We have been MC2 (mong cha cha, i.e. blur blur…) for 22 years!!! Okay, the story goes like this….

Mum was asking me about chinese calendar and asked me to check online for some information. So I google searched and came across this site where if you inserted your birthdate, they would tell you about your zodiac sign and your birthdate in chinese calendar. To confirm that this chinese calendar is accurate, I inserted my birthday and surprisingly, I was born in the year of pig instead of rat… hmm… so I tried again this time using my dad’s birthdate, and then my mum’s and then my bro’s… the information provided were all correct apart from mine. I questioned my mum, she was sooo surprised.. (her cute reaction really cracked me up! ) haha… and she even called up my grandma right away. My grandma also blur.. haha! She said there is a possibility that I am a pig instead of rat. Hmm… and grandma assured me that pig is way better than rat… haha!!!

So, for you guys out there who was born in the year of 1984, you are:

A pig up until 3rd Feb 1984
A rat from 4th Feb 1984 onwards…

I’m really speechless. Blur for 22 years.. hmm…. So I AM a pig…. My dad teased me… tat’s why you sleep like a pig, eat like a pig and love pig soft toys! HAHAHAH… I think it’s somehow true eh.. hahaha!! Oh well, pig is not that bad okay? Although they are ugly, but they are nice… hehehe..~~ ADORABLE ~~ that’s the word!!! *wink*

coffee

hmm.. i just had a real strong coffee... awake now... my collleague was talking to me this morning and i hardly remember what he's saying.. >< now ppl laugh at me liawwww......

left or right?

向左還是向右?
告訴我吧....我又再次站在三岔口﹐再次猶豫﹐再次讓自己煩惱。
我在幹嘛啊。
是不是自己想太多了。
或許吧
有些時候忘記是最好的
應該忘記
應該瀟灑些

tired...

A really tiring/busy/happening weekend just gone past… it’s been sooo tiring till the extent that I actually fell asleep in the bus and almost forgot to get off the bus at parnell library!!! Oh my… hope that I did not SNORE… hahaha!!!

It’s Monday. Weather is great again. Why do I have to sit here staring at the screen and not enjoying myself out there? Hmm… all of a sudden… I feel like…

• having my coffee somewhere where I can enjoy the sun (but not get sun burnt… yeah yeah. I know I’m dark.. BUT… I’m still very scared of getting sun burnt coz I’ll be getting age spot on my face... I’m 22!!! Getting old, feeling old…)
• leaving Auckland and go somewhere to just relax… labour day is coming… not very far away and not that soon. It’s on the 23 October, another long weekend to take a good rest and probably go somewhere… Miaw miaw… u hear me? HEHE….
• Sleeping… oh yeah, I ALWAYS feel like sleeping… my hobby! Kakakaka….
• Shopping…. Oh well, although I went shopping last weekend, but errr…. Did not enjoy it at all because I did not get anything!!!!! :( this is bad… I lost 2kg recently and sort of think that it will be great coz I might fit into some of the outfits that I like, yeah yeah.. like those sexy ones that I always dream that I can squeeze all my fat in.. HAHA.. but too bad, I did not get anything at all coz all the sizes are super big. ARGHHH…

Haha.. all these are not gonna happen coz i’m at work 5 days a week.. and weekends are always too occupied, hardly get the time to take a nice rest. The sign of “lack of sleep” is starting to show on my tired face and my slow reaction brain. I should really sleep early tonight but I think I cant! Have to bloody solve my pc problem. Why is it giving me so much shit? Why did it suddenly black out ? tell me tell me… the bloody pc guy said it’s VIRUS attack.. I reformatted it and still giving me problems. Hmm…. I’m sick and tired of reformatting, praying hard everytime before I press the Power button. Sooo sick…. Been asking myself, can I survive without a pc? I think I can’t. I need to go online to chat with my friends, keeping in touch with my beloved friends overseas… but I can really survive without a pc back in Malaysia. Probably I have my loved ones with me there… haha! Or probably I’m too busy with them… miss you guys soooo much!!!!!

At the moment, I can’t wait for next weekend to come. I’ll have my closest nz buddy here in Auckland with me, HOPEFULLY *fingers crossed*… and I really hope that she’s feeling okay now. *hugsss* stay tough!!! You always have me… hehe!!! *muacks*

Will blog later if I’ve got energy.. now, let me check my horoscope for the week. Wonder whether if my luck will be better… HAHAHA!! Yeah yeah.. I’m superstitious. ^^

Sometimes When We Touch

This song keep appearing in my mind recently... dunno why... the first time i listened to this song was when i was really young.. hmm... used to love singing this song... oh well, what could i say... it's a really really nice song by dunno who... you could tell me.. and here's the lyrics...

You ask me if I love you

And I choke on my reply

I'd rather hurt you honestly

Than mislead you with a lie

And who am I to judge you

On what you say or do?

I'm only just beginning to see the real you

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

Romance and all its strategy

Leaves me battling with my pride

But through the insecurity

Some tenderness survives

I'm just another writer

Still trapped within my truth

A hesitant prize fighter

Still trapped within my youth

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

At times I'd like to break you

And drive you to your knees

At times I'd like to break through

And hold you endlessly

At times I understand you

And I see how hard you've tried

I've watched while love commands you

And I've watched love pass you by

At times I think we're drifters

Still searching for a friend

A brother or a sister

But then the passion flares again

And sometimes when we touch

The honesty's too much

And I have to close my eyes and hide

I wanna hold you til I die

Til we both break down and cry

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

another sucky day... will blog later when i get home... Zzzzz.... i need a cold beer!

Different....

i feel like...

doing something different..........
having something different........
being someone different..........

issit that hard to change? wish you are here with me.... or wish i m there right beside u.... really missed those days... haven't seen u for ages, "how are you now??"

i'm fallin....

why... can someone tell me why????

arghhhh.... !!!!

annoyed... i'm sooo annoyed now... !%#$^%^#$%#

can u just leave me alone???!?!?

confused

yeah.. i'm soooooooo confused.......

*i haven't had the time to update the photo links.... *

when carolyn meets carolyn

hahaha... have u ever tried googling your name??? oh well, i typed in "carolyn teh" n apart from my name appearing in mabel's blog, i found this real cute one... hahahha..... a "carolyn teh" is in there!!! ooo.. soooo many cute kids... kekekekekek.....

okay... carolyn has big eyes, very very innocent loook, fairly dark... and she's shy... awwwww............... take a guess man!!! :D

how i wish i look like her when i was a kid.... kakaka....